Fat fat fat....

I'm going to leave my lovely Ridzuan room.. My home sweet home.. Hikz.. I've been living in this room for 3 years.. Now i have to leave.. Moving to Subang.. My new room is much smaller than Ridzuan's room.. It is not small... It is tiny... Hikz.. Even my bags oso cannot put.. Need to use my luggage to store all my handbags.. But nvm.. I will modify it to become a much more sweeter than before.. =) Invitation for anyone who wanna come visit me during break time, u r all so welcome.. But i cannot guarantee got space to sit ah.. Hahahhaa.. Yeyyy.. Tmr pot luck day.. Heard that more than 15ppl will be coming.. That means there will be more than 15 types of food.. Oh no.. Hhahaa..

Talking bout food, I just read Loong's blog few minutes ago.. After reading that, i feel very very guilty.. We both are supposed to have this diet plan together..He is really doing it while i'm here still eating like the normal cindy.. Haihh.. Guilty guilty.. Hmm.. maybe when he become 75, that time my eyes will be automatically opened n realise that if he can then i oso can.. I need someone to scold me n make me hate them then only i can diet.. There are only 2 person who got this ability to make me do this: my mum and my dear dear.. If they can make me cry and make me hate them, for sure i can diet.. But must be willing to take the consequences, which is I will hate them for sure..

Actually, for those who knows me quite long, they will noe it happened to me b4.. 2 years ago during December holiday, I still remember very clearly my ex always ask me to diet n said that i'm fat.. When i went back to indo, my mum oso said that i'm fat... During that 3 months holiday, she everyday scolded me.. Made me really really hate her that time.. N of coz hate my ex oso.. So during that holiday everyday i do treadmill while crying there alone.. Luckily my treadmill is at my 4th floor, so usually nobody will go up there n exercise(djauw family are lazy.. hahaha).. So i cried everyday and treadmill.. Mum even find those diet recipe from doctor for me... So basically i cannot eat those food that contains sugar, oil, salt..My food were all tasteless.. My food was special.. No taste at all.. Got few days i need to puasa.. So hmm.. can u imagine how much hate are there inside my heart? I barely go out with my indo friends that time.. But guess wat.. That time i lost 7-8kg... Hmm.. Good rite.. But then again..Now, who dare to risk their lives for me to hate? Hahaha..

Now u noe why i dun like ppl to say me fat.. Hahahaa.. But i noe i'm fat.. Hhahahaa..

K lar... Enjoy my life 1st.. Life is too short to suffer.. Too short for me to cry everyday... Now i just wanna be happy and enjoy my time with my friends coz *maybe* i'll be going back soon.. Hhahahaa..


I love you my friends...